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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Gloomy Day

It's nice and sunny out here in California, but I'm feeling a little gloomy today. There's not much I can write without dwelling on the details (which I don't want to do), but I suppose things just have a way of happening, especially when you've been living in denial and ignorance for so long. But at least the time has come and the inevitable is starting to happen. I can only hope that good will come out of this somehow, and only minimal pain will be felt.

This day just makes me want to sit at home and watch sad movies until I get so tired of crying. But this bitchy little side of me won't allow something pathetic like this to happen so instead I'm climbing my arms out tonight until I can't move, and I'm filling my evenings with activities so I won't have time to stop and dwell on things I feel I have no control over.

My "new" life starts Wednesday next week, but I still have no idea what that will entail. Wish me luck though!

4 comment(s):

sorry to hear your having a bad day. Why are you so down? is it because of someone or about your job?

By Anonymous Anonymous, at April 13, 2005 8:36 PM  

hey cathy!!!

good luck!!! anything new is always exciting but scary. a lot scary, but sometimes you really have to do it if you don't want to get stuck... know what i mean?

i wish you all the best. :) tell me about it sometime ok?

By Blogger gwenny14, at April 14, 2005 5:56 AM  

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By Blogger Cathy, at April 14, 2005 3:39 PM  

Thanks for the kind words!

By Blogger Cathy, at April 14, 2005 3:40 PM  

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