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Random thoughts

Friday, July 30, 2004

Jitters

You know when you're waiting for a call that you're looking forward to and at the same time dreading, or when you're about to step into a new office for your first day on the job? That's how I feel right now. I'm hot and cold all over, I'm unsure of what's going to happen by the end of the day, and I'm nervous because of that. I can't sit still and my mind is a blur.

Today, I am expecting to hear news that will tell me if my life will change by Monday. My fingers are crossed. At the same time, I am having the same feeling as someone who sees that he is driving straight into another car and he is powerless to stop it. It's that wince-moment, but mine is extended.

Thank God that it is the weekend, but then again, knowing that means acknowledging that Monday is looming large over me. I won't be able to relax until I get that call. Heaven help me!

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