Random thoughts

Bad Karma, Make Your Move

I made a note to myself that I would try as hard as I can not to post bad thoughts on my blog, but today is an exception - I need to vent.

Disclaimer: I know I'm not perfect. I've probably hurt a lot of people along the way. I know I'm capable of being careless, thoughtless, inconsiderate, etc., etc.

But what the hell is up with these people who make it their mission to bring people down and try their hardest to make it difficult to live with them? Geez! I am thinking of one particular person, who hasn't really done anything to me directly, but has repeatedly crossed the line with someone that I happen to care very, very deeply for. This makes it difficult because, although I want so much to speak up and start screaming at this guy, it really isn't my place.

I stayed up most of the night last night amusing myself with scenarios where I could return the favor and make his life miserable too. I know though that stooping down to the level of this a$$h^$^ isn't a good idea. Let him fester on his own, and let bad karma get him in its own time. But it certainly felt good to imagine all the things I could do to him if only I would let myself.

No wonder he's always sick. No wonder he's always running into trouble. No wonder he can never get up from the hole he dug himself. No wonder he has to rent a PO Box and hide from people he owes money from. Hey, you reap what you sow. And with the way he's going right now, he's bound to run into more problems.

There's one month left where I have to risk bumping into him, but I don't think he's even worth a hello, not even a nod. He shows no respect and consideration, so he's not getting mine.

I'm thrilled that this moron is finally going to be out of our lives. I hope he gets the life that he deserves.

posted by Cathy at 12:45 PM